hari ni my birthday..yg ke-19..makin lama makin tua pla..i wanna cry but i cant! aku kena kuatkan semangat..my mom and dad mungkin suda lupa hari jadi anak bongsu dorang ni..sedihnya..tpi aku cuba utk positifkan diri aku yg sensitif ni..maybe both of them teda crdt kali..or mgkn dorg busy so lupa mau wish..or mmg dorg nda ingt lngnsg bufday aku? ~sigh~ aku sedih sgt ni..aku nda boleh la klu my parents nda wish my bufday..jadi jauh pla hati aku..hmm..knp la aku sgt sensitif..
i miss my old life..still stay at labuan..watching my mom jait kain...waiting for my dad from work..makan my dad pnya masakan..ikan steam...ikan masak tauchu (dont know the spelling)... dengar my mom membebel if 24 for 7 bersms sahaja!
i want to move back to labuan..can ka mumy? can ka dady? i know dorg nda akn tebaca ni..but yala..luahan kan...aku belum habis lagi study d KCC..tapi aku nda mau study lagi! aku nda mau bangun awal...aku nda mau lagi buat asgmnt yg mana skrg pun suda ada 4 report yg belum buat...aku nda mau buat semua tu lagi! i just wanna stay at home with my mom and dad..
rindunya..kalau d labuan..mumy dady selalu tengok cerita tamil d astro..ntah apa channel..lama sda nda tengok astro..suka betul dorang tengok cerita tu..hehe....i miss both of them so much! i want to spend my time with them...rindu mau naik my dady car...semua la aku rindu! kenapa ah hari ni aku rindu sgt sma dorang...yala..plus dorang tu nda wish bufday aku,.sepa juga nda sedih kan? any1 yg faham my feeling rite now?
aku nda tau sda pasal apa aku cakap ni...bercampur baur..terlampau emo..apa2 pun aku akan positifkan fikiran and nda fikir negatif kenapa mengapa dorang nda wish bufday aku..anggap ja la dorang teda crdt kan...hahahahahahahahahahaahahhahahahahahahahah....
happy birthday to me! :((
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