just found some nice song~"just"!

today is 1st april 2011 and it's friday :) happy friday guys!! and also happy April fool. and today suppose to be sy nda akan kena april fool. but what happen? haha. my house mate punya phone ada message. and it's annoying. so, sy pigi la buka and read. message tu mmg bkn utk sy, tp sda tebuka. baca sja lah. :p message tu dari number yang tdk d kenali and message itu mengatakan ada orang meninggal, dan kebetulan prempuan tu sya kenal. 1st mmg tekejut lah. then paling bawah "lu kena beb"! it's april fool. mmg fool. then my house mate still sleeping kan. mau dia pun tekejut. haha. kasi baca la dia tapi sy cepat2 tutup mata pakai towel sy supaya nda ketawa. haha! kena juga. then yang selebihnya dia punya hal lah mau kasi kena tu prempuan. haha. :)

next, my title is just found some nice song. 5 nice song. 2 songs from "avril lavigne". 'forgotten' and 'knockin on heavens door'. and 3 songs from "kotak". the indonesian singer. and it's a "just"! i just found the song yang mmg nice lah bah kan org bilang. and tau d mana tu lagu sy jumpa? IN MY PHONE!!!! punya lah bha kan bengong. i bring my house mate pigi karaoke bha ni. tapi dia tia mau. so duduk d rumah sja lah. mau buat cleaning service d rumah. :) itu pun tengok lah kalau kerajinan tu datang.

i want to post the 5 songs lyrics here. :) so, let's enjoy yaw. :)

~avril lavigne-forgotten~

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

I'm giving up on everything

Because you messed me up

Don't know how much you

Screwed it up

You never listened

That's just too bad

Because I'm moving on

I won't forget

You were the one that was wrong

I know I need to step up and be strong

Don't patronize me

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus:]

Have you forgotten

Everything that I wanted

Do you forget it now

You never got It

Do you get it now

Yea yea yea yea yea

Yea yea yea yea yea

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

Gotta get away

There's no point in thinking about yesterday

It's too late now

It won't ever be the same

We're so different now

Yea yea yea yea yea

[Chorus]

I know I wanna run away

I know I wanna run away

Run away

If only I could run away

If only I could run away

Run away

I told you what i wanted I

I told you what i wanted

What I wanted

But I was forgotten

I won't be forgotten

Never Again

[Chorus (2x)]

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

~kotak-mencintai ku dan dia~

• Tanpa aku sadari

  Apa yang telah ku beri

  Tanpa aku mengerti

  Hingga kau lumpuhkan hati

  
  

  Takdirkah semua ini

  Akhir sesal dihati

  Tak bisa aku pergi

  Meski kau tak ku miliki

  
  

  Ku puja, ku damba

  Yang ku rasa

  
  

  Reff

  Ku tahu aku yang kedua

  Mungkin kah ku yang utama

  Ku tahu kau pun mencinta

  Ku dan dia

  
  

  Takdirkah semua ini

  Akhir sesal dihati

  Tak bisa aku pergi

  Meski kau tak kumiliki

~avril lavigne-knockin on heavens door~

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Momma take this badge off of me
I can't use it anymore
It's getting dark, too dark to see
Feel I'm knockin' on Heaven's door

Knock knock knockin' on Heaven's door
Knock knock knockin' on Heaven's door
Knock knock knockin' on Heaven's door
Knock knock knockin' on Heaven's door

Momma put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore
That long black cloud is coming down
I feel like I'm knockin' on Heaven's door

Knock knock knockin' on Heaven's door
Knock knock knockin' on Heaven's door
Knock knock knockin' on Heaven's door, yeah yeah
Knock knock knockin' on Heaven's door

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Yeah, yeah, yeah

~kotak-masih cinta~

Tik tik tik waktu berdetik
Tak mungkin bisa kuhentikan
Maumu jadi mauku
Pahit pun itu ku tersenyum

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu

Tik tik tik air mataku
Biar terjatuh dalam hati
Mauku tak penting lagi
Biar kubuat bahagiamu

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku yang masih cinta

~kotak-pelan2 saja~

Ku tahu kamu pasti rasa
Apa yang ku rasa
Ku tahu cepat atau lambat
Kamu kan mengerti

Hati bila dipaksakan
Pasti takkan baik
Pantasnya kamu mencintai
Yang juga cintai dirimu
Cuma kamu

Reff:
Lepaskanlah ikatanmu dengan aku
Biar kamu senang
Bila berat melupakan aku
Pelan-pelan saja

Tak ada niat menyakiti
Inilah hatiku
Pantasnya kamu mencintai
Yang juga cintai dirimu
Cuma kamu

Back to Reff

Pelan-pelan saja

Back to Reff

Pelan-pelan saja
(Lepaskan aku, lepaskan aku, lepaskan aku)
Pelan-pelan saja

alright....there you go..all the lyrics i found at diffrent website...nice song..go and listen..it's an order..hehe..tidak bha..all the 5 song i do love..yang paling2 sy suka..lagu from kotak.."mencintaiku dan dia".. :)

d

feel so free..

now in my college..
kinabalu commercial college..
online using my friend laptop..
i forgot to bring my lap..
so, terpaksa la pinjam my friend punya..

just now sy sudah hantar my assignment..
cultural awareness and principles of marketing..
semua pun broken english..
plus sincerely ada lah ckit2 copy paste from internet..
terpaksa copy paste..
pasal tia tau apa2 pasal tu benda..
bida kan copy paste..
tapi apa boleh buat..
balik2 postpone mau hantar..

feel so free a lil bit..
nda banyak..
ckit saja.. :(
masih banyak lagi yang mau diurus!

tapi org bilang atleast adalah kurang ckit tekanan jiwa yang datang melanda..
itu saja lah yang boleh d cakap untuk post ini..
apa2 pun yang menyenangkan hati..makin lama makin gembira hati ni.. :)

busy week? busy day? *sigh*

hmm..there's a lot of "thing" to "think" this week..such as my assignment yang telah d postpone bertahun lamanya..start masuk college..skrg bila ada problem..baru lah mau sibuk2 buat..stress yang teramat!! apa boleh buat lah kan orang bilang "dah nasib badan"..

sangat stress betul lah!! macam aku mau teriak sekuat hati sama terjun dari bangunan..tapi lepas terjun tu harap hidup juga balik la..supaya diberi masa lagi untuk postpone assignment.. ^^

buat masa ni aku ada 2 assignment yang harus dan harus dibuat dengan cepat sekali..pasal aku kena hantar semua tu untuk membuatkan transcript aku jadi lawa..dan supaya EPF loan berjaya..tapi sekarang ni jiwa aku tengah kacau..mana mau buat assignment yang itu lah yang ini lah..heih..adakah orang yang boleh tolong buatkan assignment aku..tapi aku nda bayar lah..aku belanja makan saja..

tapi kalau aku buat gtu mesti orang cakap aku ni nda layak dapat diploma kan?..haha.. :p kidding lah..nda juga aku bodoh mau suruh orang buatkan aku punya assignment..mmm..

ok lah tu sja aku mau tulis..mau kasi rehat tangan untuk type assignment aku yang lain..adios..may god bless you all!

P/S: kesimpulan daripada cerita ini jangan tangguh2 kerja!

i just can say that............

my last post on fb is "i just can't wait to start work and have my own money. plus, i can't wait to give my mom and dad money. any oh you guys feel what i feel right now at this time?

it's ain't easy actually to tell my feeling about this..but..i don't have anyone..not lah don't have anyone sebenarnya..but tiada orang yang sesuai yang saya mau share about this stuff..

but..what can i do..just really appreciate whoever yang create this blogger.com..

enough with all that..continue about my 1st speech..haha...speech kunun..lol..

at this time kan...i really feel that i want to quit my study..and start finding works that the salary yang orang bilang enough for myself also for my parents..

when i think back and count the money that my parents give to me..sangat lah banyak..i think more than 100k..tapi..hmm...nd tau la apa mau cakap..d facebook pun saya sudah meluahkan about this..on my last post..

owh ya..and 1 more thing..nda lah payah mau cari kerja lagi..actually ada sudah tempat kerja yang sesuai dengan apa yang study sekarang ni..mm..yala..tourism..

at karambunai resort..1st i decide to kerja under front office..but..i dislike wearing a mini skirt..actually..that's not the point juga..itu 1 of them...the rest..i guess not important lah to mentioned it here..

so now, i already decide to work at karambunai under sports..according from my friend that already work there for a few months..working under sports is more fun and enjoy..hehe..belum lagi buat resume sudah mau angan2..

"datuk siti nurhaliza berkata setiap orang harus ada angan-angan, kerana angan-angan itu akan membuatkan dalam diri seseorang itu akan ada daya usaha"..that's right siti..

so, this is my post that i think yang paling lah dapat meluahkan segalanya.. :)

feel more better now than yesterday i guess..

1 more time..i just can't wait to start work and have my own money. plus, can't wait to give money to my mom and dad..

~that's all for this post~



LOCATION: at kampung kopungit (polo & sze house)

ADIOS~

The cat's~

haha..my cat not the brown ah..itu c nana punya..mine yang kaki dia warna putih tu..her name lazenda.

this is my cat. her name wenty.

after a long time tidak dapat on9 using my laptop. akhirnya hari ni dapat pun on9. i wanna say thanx alot to my college. kinabalu commercial college that give us facilities like this, i mean ALL CLASSROOMS ARE POWERED WITH WIFI. and setelah sekian lamanya dapat juga aku update my blog/dear diary. sangat stress nda dapat update blog. cos. tiada tempat untuk luahkan kemarahan dan segalanya.

enough with the introduction. my title is the cat's. i love cat. and always be. when u guys look properly at the picture. they are 8 of them. 2 boys and the other is girl. actually all the cats in the picture is not mine. my friend punya (nana). and mine punya 2 sja. and 1 more is nana punya anty punya.

actually, nda banyak pun mau cakap. just wanted to tell about my cats and my friend cats and how we love them as our kids. boleh jadi cat women sda ni. haha. ok la. that's all for my post. see ya on the next post which is i don't know when.