Friday, December 9, 2011

sekejap hujan sekejap mendung sekejap panas

ya..cuaca kita di malaysia ni macam juga mood seseorang yang sekejap ok sekejap nda..
hari ni ok..esok lain..lusa lagi lain..kenapa macam tu?

aku pun bingung..hari ni cakap 'a'..esok cakap 'b'..lusa cakap 'c'..
apa yang sebenarnya berlaku ni? kenapa sukar untuk d mengerti?
boleh ka kasi faham aku supaya aku nda jadi bingung..
supaya nda timbul 1 persoalan d benak aku yang sepatutnya nda perlu ada..

give me one xplenation yang honest yang bukan acting yang bukan untuk jaga hati..
supaya kita masing2 senang..tiada yang tekanan dalam hal mcm ni..


Monday, December 5, 2011

kau,aku dan dia

maybe for you i don't have anything for you. i'm just a "rubbish" and wait for the right time for you to put me inside the "trash". "trash" or "recycle bin"? its up to you. the few days since we met again i'm trying to understand you. but you keep make me confuse about her. why? why you can't just tell me the truth. if you love then you tell me. so, i don't have to wait for you. i let you go. but, you told me so that she is just your game. and today you tell me she is your crush. what do you want actually? can you tell me the truth?

just make it simple. just tell me the truth and don't pretend anymore! i'm sick of your acting. if you said you love her. then fine. i will let you go! forever and ever. and i will not come back. that's all i need.

you keep saying that she's nothing! only a game lah! a crush lah! wtf! if you said so lah kan why you seem like you can't live without her? everyday you act like that! well. i'am "warden harimau"! so? why don't you choose 1 of us bha! can bha kan? i don't care if you choose her but please do say to me that you don't want me anymore. simple as well.

i'm begging. not only you i think of. a lot of thing. you know what is all about.