u make me sick of this life!

last night i having a cup of peter vella wine..actually not a cup but more than 1..the reason i drink that cos the "setan" face suddenly muncul dalam kepala..im not sure why..thats why i drink so that when my head pening..i can sleep well without think about that "setan" lagi..i hate it! i wanna forget about u..but then how? i have no idea..too bad..i need to make myself hate you and forget about you and thats enough..but..dari dulu until now! i still cant make it! you still in my mind, heart, head and soul and whatever it is lah..i hate you! i need to find someone that can make me forget about you..something like bomoh or whatever it is..i dont care lah..the most important..you are not in my life anymore..ini yang penting...FYI I HATE YOU!