so small the picture (",) do you think i'm doing the right decision? can someone help me to answer that? i don't know other's will answer "yes" or "no". i was thinking. but, for myself 50-50. 50% i feel so guilty. another 50% i'm feel so stupid. actually, positive thinking my decision is the best. but, how about the other? i'm telling you, it's not easy to let this thing happen you know. i just force myself. and letting you to know that actually i'm missing you. but, what can i do? i don't want feel the pain for many times like what did happen between us. both of us ever did something wrong. me and you. i can't lie anymore. i'm really sorry for all what i have done to you. like people said, no one in this world never ever have a mistake in their life. and i agree with that. and i know, u always said that to me when we fighting. i know it's not easy for you. am i right? what did i told you? just try our best to let this thing happen. last night, i cry a lot. and i sleep at 5.00am. i'm crying like someone is dying u know. crying and thinking why u have change a lot. i know, i'm not good in English but i do love to try. i don't even know, when u will read this post. i just wanted you to know. that, what did i do now is the best for the both of us. let just be a friend. so, between us will never hurt each other. u know like the song that i told you? by Kotak? i love that song. and the song especially for you. let's just forget about us and start with a new life. i know you can do it. and so do i. i will try my best. try to start a new life. start a new goal. and, what i really want to say is. i will not find a person that so kind like you. it's hard to find in this world that same as you. i know that very well. and sincerely, i'am afraid to start this new life without you. but what can i do? this is the best for us. i need to force myself. if not i will stuck with all the pain and scars in my life. i hope u get what i mean. and what did i do is not to make you hurt. but, i know you can think by urself about this. from the bottom of my heart. i'm really sorry. (",)
A "BOOK" FOR ME TO WRITE ANYTHING THAT I DON'T HAVE ANYONE TO SHARE WITH!
Sunday, April 24, 2011
*sigh*
so small the picture (",) do you think i'm doing the right decision? can someone help me to answer that? i don't know other's will answer "yes" or "no". i was thinking. but, for myself 50-50. 50% i feel so guilty. another 50% i'm feel so stupid. actually, positive thinking my decision is the best. but, how about the other? i'm telling you, it's not easy to let this thing happen you know. i just force myself. and letting you to know that actually i'm missing you. but, what can i do? i don't want feel the pain for many times like what did happen between us. both of us ever did something wrong. me and you. i can't lie anymore. i'm really sorry for all what i have done to you. like people said, no one in this world never ever have a mistake in their life. and i agree with that. and i know, u always said that to me when we fighting. i know it's not easy for you. am i right? what did i told you? just try our best to let this thing happen. last night, i cry a lot. and i sleep at 5.00am. i'm crying like someone is dying u know. crying and thinking why u have change a lot. i know, i'm not good in English but i do love to try. i don't even know, when u will read this post. i just wanted you to know. that, what did i do now is the best for the both of us. let just be a friend. so, between us will never hurt each other. u know like the song that i told you? by Kotak? i love that song. and the song especially for you. let's just forget about us and start with a new life. i know you can do it. and so do i. i will try my best. try to start a new life. start a new goal. and, what i really want to say is. i will not find a person that so kind like you. it's hard to find in this world that same as you. i know that very well. and sincerely, i'am afraid to start this new life without you. but what can i do? this is the best for us. i need to force myself. if not i will stuck with all the pain and scars in my life. i hope u get what i mean. and what did i do is not to make you hurt. but, i know you can think by urself about this. from the bottom of my heart. i'm really sorry. (",)
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