smoking :)

well...smoking huh? :) i know smoking is not good for health lah... nanti rosak lah the lungs... i know all the risk when im start smoking... i know i will addicted... im really sure of it... and yes... now im addicted with Mr.Dunhill... hell yeah... since i start smoke... i know i have change a little bit... my attitude... and so on... :p

But, if i stop now i will ruin everything... means... jadi malas... and not in the mood and what so ever lah... in 1 day... smoke 1 batang pun jadi lah... daripada tiada... i can be a crazy 1... like i say just now... not in mood... and malas...

and yup... smoking is part of my life... cos, if i study i will smoke... if im stress of something i will smoke... before i take my shower i will smoke... while i tengah "berak" pun i smoke... when i cry i smoke... when im happy i smoke... when i don't have anyone to share about my problem i smoke... when i feel like i want to marah2 i smoke... before i sleep i will smoke... woke up in the morning i will smoke... after i eat i smoke... and many more... see? all of this is part of what im doing in my life... right?

dan juga... i know... smoking is something like burn my own money... i know all of that... but... i told you so... smoking is part of my life... might be i will stop... but not now... what i can say is... one day i will try to stop... i know i can stop now... but... it ain't easy...susah mau stop when u already addicted... same like you addicted in something... like games and so on...

so, for those yang tidak smoking... don't ever try... even 1 kali tarik... for sure you want again next... bershisha sja lah... :)

hmm... i know... sya tidak layak pun mau bagi nasihat... :p but, i just wanna share something... thats what we call life... am i right? sharing is caring... :)

well, countdown for christmas... another 3 days...