n hari ni 11.11.11 sepatutnya menjadi satu hari yang bermakna buat siapa2 yang pandai menghargai apa ka erti kenangan. macam aku, aku tau la. nda tau la orang lain macam mana.
skrg ni aku nda tau la knp aku lain sikit. cepat marah. sensitive. cepat untuk nangis. banyak lah. tekanan jiwa kali. kalau aku gila 1 hari nanti. faham2 la kamu ah.
aku nda sure la aku ni tgh syok sendiri ka apa ka. aku keliru. yang teramat keliru. jiwa aku nda tenteram. sebagaimana yang aku mau dr dia. tapi semua nda kena.
"ku hidup dengan siapa. ku x tahu kau siapa. kau kekasih ku tapi orang lain bagi ku. kau dengan diri mu saja. kau dengan dunia mu saja. teruskanlah teruskanlah kau begitu"
1 stanza song that really into me just for you. hope u know how i feel through this day. the way u treat me. u not like before. i dont even know who you are. i'm a little bit confuse. and yes its confusing me which is what do i hope its not really i get.
i'm feel tired to facing ur changes this few days. last night i take a deep breath. and im crying think about it. mostly thinking about you. do you know that? do you feel that? do you have sixth sense through me?
honestly you changed alot. how am i gonna follow ur flow? its not easy.
i hope 1 day you will understand how i want you back in my life. the real you. not the new of you. i'm totally down. totally sad. my tears just for you.
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